always running

always running... and i never want to stop, because once i do, once the world stops turning, all my thoughts will turn to you. and all i will think of is the pain, the desperation, the weakness that defined me for the longest time.

always running.

i never want to stop. or else i'll scream and never want to stop. don't make me because i won't.

always running, never look back. always look forward. look for the next thrill or high, the moment that will make me feel like i'm alive and living in the moment. always keep moving and turning and turning. there's no time for self reflection, self thought of what i did wrong or right anymore. there's nothing i want more than to never pause, so i won't ever have to think. or feel pain anymore.

always running, always running.